Regret what who me never or so I thought

Learning to get through life without thinking of the past. I am working on not regretting any of my choices but learning from those mistake to get me through to the future. On February 15, 2012 I made a decision that has changed my life forever. I am working on moving on and it is so hard it angers me. I know that everything heals with time. I do have some good weeks and then something pops up and takes to square one healing all over again while getting through a semester of classes and internship are not making it easier. I just want to make it through this semester and go home and press refresh on my life and truly dedicate myself to healing and loving life again.

Rosie Posie

Weigh In #2

Start weight:229lbs
Current weight: 227lbs
Lost weight:2lbs

I have lost 2lbs since my last weigh in. I have worked out this weeek and I am gaining cofidence in my goal. I need to start plannng my meals even though I eat in a cafeteria there is a deli section and a salad bar so thats where i am going to try to eat eat only from to see where it takes me for this week.

My Weight Loss Journey

I took theses pictures in January.These are my before pictures .I joined weight watchers and I am doing the wii fit 30 minutes a day.

Homecoming 2010

Thats my school Mascot the Mooose and I wearing a wash n go and a shirt I cut myself because it had a hole by the neck line.

My Declaration Fall 2010

My Goals

• Get healthier by eating healthy and losing 1lb a week from today on.
  
• I will post at least once a week on this blog
  
• I will work out at least 3 times a week
  
• I will use this to keep me focused on where I want to go and a place where I can always come back and see my journey
  
• I would like to become a better friend
  
• I would also like to truly find myself
  
• No more worrying about what people think
  
• I will get great grades this semester
  

  
   

  At the end of this semester I will make a declaration every semester until I graduate to see my journey and to keep up with my goals
  

Learning to Expand

So I have gone through my first 2 days of classes and they havent been bad except for my slight mother nature appearence in BIO this morning. It was okay I was prepared but I wasnt for the cramps that lasted from about 9:45am to 3:00pm yes I know but besides that my classes seem pretty good. i would like to do some outfit posts and hair posts soon. This my space where i think expand and elaborateon my days.

Virtue is Bliss

Coming home

Every time I come home from school my friends seem different and I feel so out of the loop. We all have chosen our paths or are on the road to it. Now we are settling into our personalities and growing in our own direction. Its hard to explain all my emotions. I learned to appreciate the time with family and I learned that friends can grow apart and its okay. Its just so hard to let go.

Anger Management

What a day wake up with my body aching theres no faking how I feel today. Truly need a vacation, somewhere to escape and be free. Just me an my thoughts at peace. Nothing else I could ask for then tranquility. Just some simple mental relaxation. Really need to learn how to not let things stress me out and get angry so fast.